Testimonies

Shout His Name through All the earth.

Finances

I am debt free by His grace, my staff fees debts of 720AUD are all miracoulously provided by Him from a total stranger I met last year on the plane back from Kathmandu to Bangkok. During that flight this man said he felt like God asked him to give me a verse and audio sermon to listen to. I was stocked! Because the message that he gave me was exactly what God spoke to me about, not only that before he left the plane, he said God asked him to bless me 85USD and I haven't hear back from him eversince then but God has been using him to bless me twice at the time I needed the money. I don't know who this person is? God ways of provision is beyond our understanding.


God has not only provided for me through this man but also through few different people and my co-partners from Malaysia too. My coming Foundation Community Development School lecture fees has been covered! The school has not even started yet. I remembered in the past, money always came in last minute and my last trip to Nepal was a total hard attack and test of my faith, stepping out into Nepal without visa money and seeing how God's faithfulness always comes through and never fail. Praise God! The best part to praise Him is that He has provided for me not only for my needs or enough to pass by but He bless me to be a channel of blessings to others.



Evangelism Night

As a commitment to YWAM Perth, we have evangelism night every Thursday to a place that we will be assign to for the whole quarter. I was placed in a shopping mall for this quarter, to be honest I wasn't really keen because I find it scarry and with unbelief in my heart that God will move through me. One of the Thursday night, I repent and press into God to show me who to talk to. God showed my evangelism partner and I both a picture. I got a picture of an aussie young guy with baggy dark blue shirt with rugged look in a dark lane. I got a word for him that says, “Come, come under the shadow of my wings. I will protect you. I will watch over you. I will send my angels to guard over you.” and sense that he is not a christian. On the other side my partner got a picture of an aussie lady with dark hair sitting in a cafe, we went for search for it but decided not to and allow God to lead us and later on my partner met a lady she came across with few weeks ago in evangelism night invited us to go for a coffee. I wanted to but felt the urge from God to look for the man and pass him the message i've got. So we both parted.


I went with another girl searching for this man and when time was up for us to go home. I was discouraged and as we walked out from the mall, we saw groups of young people and police man surrounded a guy and guess what it was exactly the same guy I saw in the picture, the way he dress, his look, his size, his age, hair color, everything was the same. I walked away at first but God urge me to go back and passed the message to him but he wasn't around the second time only left some security polices, so with the strong urgency that gets stronger and stronger in my heart and encouragement from my friend, I went over to the police and asked them about this young man and of course the police became suspicious of me but the moment I shared i'm a christian, one of the police pull me away and said he too is and he also encourage me by saying, “Believe me, sometimes the strangest thing are the most powerful thing” so he took down notes on what God spoke to me about this young guy and to pass those message to him. He told us, “Believe me this guy needs this message no better time than now, he is caught for assaults, not only that but he has assaulted the largest gangster in Perth City.


This experience taught me two things:

a) As we are being available and expectation to hear from Him, we will!

b) God's love is so amazing! He even has such personal and promising message to a man who doesn't know Him and commited a crime that has totally cause by his own self. Wow! That reminds me of God's love to me too. But not only that God loves that guy so much that he send His children to intercede for him and to gave him these words.

Ex34:6 is so beautiful – The Lord, the Lord, the compasionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness, maintaining love to thousands, and forgiving wickedness, rebellion and sin. How true is that!! God is so loving, so compassionate and kind!


Grace of God

It was the hardest step of obedience for me to come back to YWAM Perth because during my DTS time, it was SO INTENSE! Going through discipline, revelation of my own sinfulness (was so unbearable PAINFUL), culture shocks, homesick, loneliness, fears, etc.. I remembered especially after I got back from my Nepal/KL trip in March, walking back from the base to my house.. tears kept running down, I couldnt hold it. I was asking God, “Why? Why, Jesus you call me here? I don't feel call to reach out to western people or Australia, my heart is for Asia, Nepal, etc..?” As I honestly pour out my heart to God. I felt God asked me to fast for a change of heart. It only takes me a week for my heart to change. God spoke to me everyday during that week and my heart change! I feel at home now, I love it here and I know His grace is sufficient for me and made perfect in my weaknesses. And I know now I can live anywhere and do anything because Christ is with me and in me. I can do All things through Christ who strengthen me!


My relationship with God.

I'm blessed by my leaders here, they really stand by us to see breakthrough happens in our own personal life, they fear God, always tell us to seek God's heart and voice in everything and anything we do and obey. They encourages us to pursue and love God with all our heart, soul, mind and strength and love others, pursue purity and holiness. My relationship with Jesus here grows so deep again (I experienced deepness with God during my DTS time here) I am so glad I grow deeper with Him. He is so real in my life! So deep! Through my leaders I understand and know what it truly means to Fears the Lord. I learnt Fear of the Lord means revering, honoring God's opinion and feeling in everything and let Him be Lord over our ALL. God reveal to me my whole life I was restless because He is the One my heart longs for, cried out for, seeking after. He is the One I longs to worship, there is this deep whole in my heart only He can fill! He is so Amazing!! I am walking in His promises. His words is true because His words is who He is. I'm blessed by His grace that He helps me to obey and as I step out and obey, He gaves me understanding, His perspectives that His heart desire is for my very best. I can rest in Him and trust Him for who He is and trust in His words because Out of the abundance of (God's )heart, He speaks!



Nepal

God's hand in this ministry. he answered our prayers. He goes before us to speak to YWAM Nepal leaders and YWAM Indonesia leaders, put same vision and burdens in their heart. Clear communication. He even brought non believer Nepalis to come to our base and one of them volunteer to teach us Nepali language. The best part is He answers our prayers by raising up more ARMIES (WORKERS) who has the same heartbeat and passion to see this vision fulfilled. Praise God! If you like to know more about this ministry or vision or how you can be apart, please write to me for more informations.


There's many more I wish I can shared it all with you but it will be pages long. All I can sum up here of my few my past few months was AMAZING!!! I'm satisfy in Him. I'm set FREE by Him. I'm walking in His Promises and Blessing. I'm living under His Grace. I guess is a real smart choice to allow the King of the universe who created me, loves me and gave Himself for me to be Lord over my life!

A very brief description of me in YWAM Perth

YWAM Perth Monday morning base worship


A quick highlights of what i have been up to the past three months since my Nepal trip. I am with Youth With A Mission Perth serving in the ministry call INC (Indonesia, Nepal, China) where we mobilize Indonesian and Chinese missionaries to GO and bring transformation and God's Kingdom into Nepal.

I am also helping out with Pre-school in the base, babysitting and also helping out with Art Refuge every saturday, where we go and do some art works with the homeless people. For the past three months, i did a seminar call Strategic Coordinator where we learn church planting, apostolic, advocacy, media, strategies in reaching out to our people groups. God really spoke to me here the importance of strategies as key that unlock nations, communities, family.



As part of Youth With A Mission staff, our commitment to the base is not a working commitment but is a lifestyle, a family and also a community living commitment and also because we have more than 300 to 400 people living in the base so we are requires to do cleaning chores everyday at 8am, intercession 3/4 times a week, dishwashing, lunch or dinner prep, etc..

YWAM Perth staffs meeting

My Upcoming News!


God has call me to equip myself more for INC Vision, so I am now doing a Foundation Community School this coming July 6th 2009 where we have 3months lecture phase learning worldview and how to bring transformation, God's Kingdom and reconciliation into all the spheres of societies. (Family, Religion, Healthcare, Media Art, Economy, Government, Education). And another 3months outreach into the fields, where we will go to Papua New Guinea as the Prime minister of Papua New Guinea has invited YWAM Perth to go into PNG to transform the nation after reading Loren's Cunningham's book, "The book that transform Nations". So we will be involves with doing lots of community developments.


If you are interested in seeing and raising a mighty armies of missonaries from Indonesia and China to GO out and bringing God's Kingdom into Nepal or if you are interested in my outreach Community Development project in Papua New Guinea. You can write to my email. My number in Malaysia is still activated to receive ONLY sms.

Thank you for all your supports and partnering with me in seeing God's Kingdom and will fulfilled.

GOD of This City

For my previous trip to Thailand. God has impressed in my heart since last year to make a train trip down to Thailand apart from a retreat with Him, was to intercede for the prostitutes and this train trip incident actually I believe God allowed it to happened for me to intercede for them, yes I interceded for them and eventhough I felt real compassion and sorry for the prostitute but I was so angry at that old white man. I asked for forgiveness from God for that. As I watched Bluetree video, I really feel God's heart for Thailand, His people, the prostitutes and those men.

I really love this song. After I heard it at the Passion, Kuala Lumpur few days ago this song has been kept playing in my mind. Is a Very Powerful Song!! I'll definitely sing this song to every country that I go and Proclaim God over that nation and city!

Please click on both of the clip to listen to it and you can read the article below written by one of the Bluetree member. PLEASE READ! IS REALLY POWERFUL! It gives me chill as I was reading it.

Origins of "God of this City" by Bluetree.

Nov 2006, Bluetree are heading out to Pattaya Thailand to participate in an event arranged by Belfast missionaries living in Pattaya, Thailand called Pattaya Praise. We've no expectation of the event; we were just looking for an opportunity to serve somehow.

We didn't know much about it before we left, but Pattaya is a dark place. It's a small seaside town notorious for it's sex trade. Throughout our time there we heard countless stories of girls who are bought from their parents for a price, sold to the sex industry at ages as young as 5 years old. Arriving in Pattaya the spiritual climate seems to change, it's hard to define, but there is a very tangible change. On the bus journey in we'd been our usual cheery selves, but entering Pattaya at 10am and turning on to a street lined by girls ready for business, the bus became very quiet. We're in total shock. It's a sunny day but it's incredible how dark it feels.

'Walking street' we learn is the epicentre of the sex trade in Pattaya, it's about a mile long and at night springs to life with neon signs. Thai people are generally conservative in their dress sense -- it's generally considered provocative to bare your shoulders. But on their street the girls are wearing very little, and offering anything you can imagine for a price. It's easy to look around with human eyes, see the depravity and get angry. You see older men walking hand-in-hand with young girls -- as a daddy, that's hard to take in. It's easy to get angry, it's easy to judge -- but that's not our job, so we grit our teeth.

We were in Pattaya to be part of a praise event not far from this street, the soul purpose of which was to worship and show God's light in a dark place. We wanted to play more than the scheduled slots while we were there, so we found out that one of the bar owners would let us play a worship set in her bar on the proviso that we brought as many from the missions team who would buy coke-a-cola all night. We walk in to the bar which is about the middle of walking street, girls are lined up on the stairs waiting for business. We get set up, we're really nervous and quite uncomfortable but we kick in to a familiar beat of worship and soon it's ok. God starts to speak and we started to move in to this spontaneous song. The truth is when you worship in a place, you start to see God's heart for that place. What would God say to a place like this?

Amidst the depravity God say's, I'm the God of this City, I'm the King of these people and Greater Thing are Yet to Come, Greater Things are Still to be Done HERE. The song wasn't written before that night, but we came out of the bar having worshipped with the song that is now the title track of our album -- God of this City (Greater things). The song isn't just for Pattaya -- it's for your city, and it's true. By faith we must expect that greater things are still to be done.

Video of Bluetree playing in a pub in Pattaya, Thailand - Thats how this song, "GOD OF THIS CITY" came.


This Song, GOD OF THIS CITY has been widely used now as a Worship Song by Passion from all over the world claming cities and nations for Our Mighty God!


FULL VERSION OF THE SONG from Chris Tomlin - PASSION TEAM

Amazing Grace

Chris Tomlin




Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Was blind, but now I see

'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed

My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy reigns

Unending love, Amazing grace
The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be

As long as life endures
My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me

And like a flood His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing grace
My chains are gone
I've been set free

My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing grace
The earth shall soon dissolve like snow

The sun forget to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine

You are forever mine