Desires

I don't want to hide my desires anymore or feel guilty.
If is wrong, let God purifies my heart desires but at least I am true to myself and to Him.

Living out of the box and out of ordinary

I realize I am not meant to live like others.
Not in security as what other claimed it to be.
Not in comfort. Not in the way things are supposed to be or how we are supposed to acts.
No I am created to be different.
I am created to be unique.
To be who I am, not like this person or that person or like everyone else or to do things like what everyone does or live like everyone else.

What others claims to be security might be a tortured for me.
What others claims to be happiness might be a disaster or a trap for me.
What others claims as satisfaction may be complete opposite for me, it might be restlessness for me.

What others needs or wants might not be the things that my heart longs for.
I want to live the life that God has carved for me,
Is time to stop following what others said is true.
Time to stop following the crowds.

My desires and needs may be absurd and foolish for the whole world but it may be the very thing that satisfied me, free me because I am different. My ways are different.
I am not meant to live an ordinary life, it sures look tempting and safe to live and blend in but that is not me.
I want what God has in stored for me, where everyone said is a trash might be my treasure, what everyone said is a lost may be my gain.
The best road is always the word of God and not the world.

God doesn't write the same story twice, He is much more creative than that.
I choose the way, the story He has for me.
I choose to live the life He has called me to live.
To receive what He gives and believe that it is the very best for me.
He knows my heart desires. He knows me best, not I and certainly not you.


I belong to my lover,
and his desire is for me - Song of Songs 7:10

The longest night

This will be my longest night and one the hardest night in my life but I have to learn to run to God first and not man and to find comforts in Him. He alone satisfy and is my Rock and my Redeemer.

Psalm 121 - I lift up my eyes to the hill, where my helps comes from\, the maker of heaven and earth.

God is amazing!! I am glad to have Him in my life.

Till I see You

I love this song!!! This is my prayer

The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You

You are a voice that called the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you

You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name